Heartless Harpy

The first time we ever experience true love, is when we are born into this world. We are to experience this love from our parents. However, what happens when our parents do not love us, where do we learn to love from then?

When I was younger I thought that girls learned to love through our mothers. How we saw them love men, we would mimick. But as I got older I realized that we learn from our fathers and as we watched them love our mother we rationalized the ways we wanted or did not want a man to love us. In my case, I wonder if I will develop into a lying, cheating, spineless bastard?

Or if what I thought when I was 13-17 that I would become my mother confused, weak, and confined.

Or here is the latest scenario that my fear of becoming both or either of my parents will turn me into a heartless Harpy. I think I will go with this one.