My Metaphor...

I want to ride you,
The way a surfer rides a wave, smooth, rough, practiced precise!
I want to ride you the way my words ride through your mind, sinking DEEPER and DEEPER so that with every s.y.l.l.a.b.u.l. your caught in the verbal web.
I want to ride you!
The way a small child rides the merry go round, the soft innocence, the up and down motion not so practiced no need for precision.
I want to ride you!
Like an airplane all turbulence baby!
I want to ride you because you are a Motorcycle and I have wanted you all my life! But unfortunately I have no license and have had no lessons so, instead I look at you and wait....

short and sweet...

SHARISM

the belief in all that is SHARI... it is a good religion because it asks very little of you.

If I had a temple, in the middle would be a butt naked 6'4 muscle man and to him you all could bow and say AMEN!... but in all seriousness I am DEAD serious.

Also I would have you wear only blue into my temple all other colors do not mean you will not be able to enter but, you will have it burned and then you will be placed in a shower room and scrubbed unmercifully!

i have to ponder a little more....

Familiar

I walked outside and the wind blew, a scent that was all too familiar
the kind that sends that all too familiar tingle.
I wished that when I turned my head,I would see your smile.
But instead was empty air your all too familiar style.
I guess this is the part where i start to reminisce,
the times that you held me close and said I'd remember this,
The places we use to go and the people we use to see
How every time u won the fight, I would get angry.
It is all too Familiar the way I see the day,
over and over again,
the words they start to play,
Happily!
I'm distracted by the familiar sound,
the clock that chimes and ticks that seem so loud
and yes of course the wind moves, leaves rustle on the ground
What happen next familiar!
the haze begins to lift,
And oh so Familiar
Because i dreamt all of this

THE BBQ... My life on the Grill

FREE AT LAST FREE AT LAST THANK GOD ALMIGHTY I"M FREE AT LAST! I'm POSITIVE that Dr. King did not mean for me to use this as a mantra for making it through a day with my "Family". Now do not be alarmed this is in no way a post to bash them in their entirety. I love them, but dislike most of them even more. Why? the typical Cousins with no real passion in life other than to make it to the next day and believe me when I tell you that if you are not an individual living in a war torn underdeveloped society this is NOT an acceptable behavior. Then there are the snobs, Aunts, Uncles, cousins who have the "perfect" family you know maried 3 kids house car, opted out of the dog because of allergies but would've had if that was not the case and just may still decide to get those pets. NOW NOW NOW... Before you go off into mental blockage of the wisdom I am about to impart onto you. Let me say that this is not the rantings of a jealous individual. It is the clear and precise allocation of documented behavior. What I mean is there are human beings and then there are decent human beings. What does that mean? Well iF you are asking this question then perhaps you may be the first rather than the latter. The point.. Ahhh yes the point of this post, well I was at the Fourth of July BBQ when I realized that other than the flame caressed food, there was also the burining of individuality and of actual bonds. Isn't that what these cookouts are for. Or is it really JUST and opportunity to ROAST each other.
Something to ponder....
P.s. Sorry for the late thoughts I have been kind of busy...